getting harder

things are getting harder,being away from home and with this job. I know that I can do it, I'm jsut at the point where this is the longest I've been away from home and it just sorta stinks how I can't talk to people when i really want to or need to. I miss him so stinking much, and I didn't think I could miss somebody this much, I realize that I don't really want to live without him.

I've been workign with a girl who has downs syndrome this week which was something I was not expecting to have to do this summer. She is a really awesome girl, but it is really draining to have to helo her and work with her every day. One moment she loves you and the other she is telling you that she hates you. it's becoming to be mentally straining and i just need it to be friday so it will be my day off.

Bedtime.