I have ooem to appreciate thigns again since going to Vermont. Before leaving ehre and for the 2 weeks i was at home I was so close to doing something stupid, to going back to something that would have made things worse. It was too close to the old me, too close to falling back into a hole thats hard to get out of. I was ashamed and upset with myself for being home when I shouldn't have been, for not experiencing as many things that I had planend and hoped for this summer that were good.
I have learned that life is nothing that you should expect. Life changes day and day out and I need to accept that. When something goes wrong I shouldnt think negatively, but think about the fact that because thigns didn't work out with my original summer plans I am in Vermont with my amazing family smiling and enjoying this beautiful weather.I forgot how much Vermont is like therapy to me, it si one of the happiest places in the world for me because I can be myself and just be with my cousins who I love so much.
I miss home and my boyfriend an awful lot, btu I know that I will get to see them soon and that things will be okay, two more weeks until I am home and reunited with him once more. I am looking forward to school starting and the adventures that it will bring. I miss my church family and my parents, but things will be good again once I go home, and they are good now. Life is good once you give it a chance to shoo the bad away!
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