one of THOSE days

I think today was one of those days that just wasn't meant to go well.

Work was crazier and more draining than usual as it was only me with 18 kids practically the entire time and the 18 kids took every single opportunity to complain and not listen. All the other groups had the same amount of kids and 3-4 counselors atleast with them. It was hard and after five hours in the sun all I wanted was to sleep.

I have also come to realize that the school I plan to attend in the Fall may not be possible due to the lack of finances. I'd rather not continue community college but it seems to be my only choice.

And my plans for my day off have changed as my friend cancelled on me. It hurts. I hate to be canccelled on as it reminds me of dating Gianni and how that was a constant thing.

My brain hurts today. It hurts to think of how everything I hoped for in just 5 weeks may not happen.

Finances suck but even if the cosigner were to work out maybe this obstacle was created for me to think it fully though. I can get mroe classes at a cheaper rate out of the way, but idk. I've hoped to move out for so long.