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Many think I am one who is nosy, and yes I am at times. Many think its rude and I know it is, but lets look at it all from my perspective...

All around me everybody is talking, like at church and at school, but I'm not involved in any of these conversations because it seems that nobody wants to talk to me, like i'm not worth their time; so my system is if maybe I can get involved in a conversation by going "waiit, what happened?" when somebody says something that maybe they will involve me in their conversation. I am so tired of always standing in the middle while everybody around me talks, and when somebody does finally talk to me it only lasts for a minute because somebody more interesting walks by and they want to go and have a conversation with them. I feel like nobody see's me as interesting or worth the time to talk to, and I'm sorry for interupting conversations and being what may seem nosy, I just want somebody to talk to, somebody who wants to talk to me. At church I don't get this often and feel so alone in a room crowded with people. I'm the oddball it seems. I just don't know what to do about it...